Since my last post on the subject back in August, I have been unable to return to Azeroth and finish leveling my character. Why?
First, MMOs only tend to work when they can keep my attention. I knew already that Battle for Azeroth was not doing a whole lot for me, but, to make matters worse, I got distracted by other things. Mostly, I got distracted by other games.
Like a bad relationship, time apart does wonders. For me, it stopped the moment-to-moment hooks that dominate the genre – completing an area, experiencing more troll stories, advancing my character, etc. With those out of heart and mind, I was left remember a game that honestly and sadly was boring me to tears.
Despite being a lot earlier than expected, I am giving up on the final month of my three month foray and calling it quits on an expansion in which I couldn’t even cap out one character. I enjoyed playing my Warrior not more than I enjoy playing newer, fresher games. A different character may have helped but to what end? Similarly, I can get the feeling of progression and advancement elsewhere as well. The only remaining draw for MMOs for me these days are the social aspects and they are all significantly watered down from the earlier days of the genre.
It is a shame. I hate wasting the money and I hate knowing I did it on a troll-heavy expansion. It failed to satisfy me, but in a “vote with your dollar” world it can be hard for a company to sort out why people leave a service versus why they played a few extras than they should’ve.
It also furthers my disillusionment about MMOs overall. These days, I can scarcely raise a finger to type a rant about the next big genre-ending trend. Not that there is much to rant about when no one makes these kinds of games again.
At this point, I am unsure what it would take for me to play a MMO again. Too often I feel like a tourist, rather than a resident, and I go back to other games that hook me for hundreds of hours without question. With MMOs, there are always questions. And, frankly, I have run out of answers.